Monday, April 11

i wish my ahs darlings are less nerdy nuff to keep blogs so i can at least drop by and update myself on the 'of lates' instead of feeling so lost when they bombard me suddenly on msn or what with shocking stuff. and people like my twin has totally vanished. sigh. i miss ahsers. i havent visited dada in the hosp. it's like i dont even know what's wrong with her la. ): met glan awhile ago, why do i get the feeling im intimidating her? i wished she bugged me for an answer then id pour out all e crap in me to her but aye, apparently she aint too well herself. ): thanks to tsd la. stupid subj that changed her so drastically. i want my glan back! i should be glad she wont read this, if not sure tio whacked. and once again, where's like my sheila?? i wonder if she's still mad with me. okay, oh my. all these are pretty random. let's talk bout something more concrete. it's edwin's birthday in less than three hours. why is it more concrete, i do not know. obviously im on the verge of falling asleep and incoherenting however, it IS his birthday. like OH MY GOSH. it's edwin's birthday kinda thing more of. happy birthday to him, whether he reads or not but anyway, id see him tomorrow. yayy. kinda weird la, we sorta drifted but ultimately, i supposed ed, fin, sheila, glan and me are like forever kinda old buds. so fin, i wonder if you bug over us or if ive made you buggy this whole year of seperation from everyone but i strongly believe in our togetherness. you guys better all turn up on my birthday which is approaching. i love you all. (:

oh. calling for go-school-with-siyan from kem people. sigh. no more nel. i miss nel. poor me.

i think im sucha selfish crap sometimes.

i wonder if fukete feels better.? hugs.


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